Looking back I can see the five long years unfolding before me, reel by reel, like an unedited movie. From the then to the now. As if I have jumped in time.
Do I want to go back and start all over again? No, I don't. I know, I don't. I cannot afford to give up the fears, the anxieties, the frustrations, the uncertainties, the terrors. . . that I have known and learnt to deal with. Knowing them was like knowing me. There is a bit of myself in every one of those moments and feelings.
I am handcuffed to those moments. Without them I won't be. They are me.
--Virtually Yours
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